Remember when I promised to start writing right here weeks ago? That hasn’t happened at all. I guess that’s what I get for taking so many prescription medications. My thoughts go in & immediately out of my brain. It gets frustrating, most people understand what I’m talking about. I told my shrink on Tuesday that I started up again, & that I would share with him my postings. Thus is why I am writing this morning while watching NFL football. Plus, it popped in my head, but I held onto that thought this time. So, time to get back watching football. Until my next posting, I’m out.
So there I am in “the chair”, cause the VA doesn’t have couches, talking to my Pyschologist this morning. He brings up what we talked about 2 weeks ago, my short & long term goals. You know what, I completely forgot to even think about them, I basically forgot about that as soon as I left our session that 2 weeks ago. I’m finding out that I forget about EVERYTHING these days, partially due to all my prescription medications, but mostly cause I don’t like to think, period. After that whole fiasco, he brings up what do I like to do? Writing, drawing, etc., I go on to tell him that I have a blog on WordPress, but I didn’t know if I still could get into the site anymore. That’s bullshit cause I am a perfectionist, & have all my usernames, passwords, pass phrases, & whatever else we use to get into sites, etc. I told him that I don’t know the last time I “blogged”, & that’s true, like I said, I’m really forgetful these days. Turns out I come home, go into the App Store, and re-install WordPress, plug in my details, & it’s been since April since I last blogged. So, I guess I will be “blogging” on a daily basis, cause it’s a good tool for me to get things out. This is like my shrink away from the VA Hospital. So until we meet again, I’m out.
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To whom it may concern,
Sorry I haven’t posted in awhile, but I have a really good reason. My Primary Care Doctor up’d a couple of my medications. By the time I get relaxed & prepare to post, I am in la-la land. Like last night, I took my meds, about a half hour later, the room was spinning as if I were drunk. I even messages my sister, how I don’t know, I guess from a whole lot of practice some time ago. The euphoria lasted for like 3 minutes, but it seemed longer. I’d imagine it will level out in a couple of days, but I really, really, really hope not. I don’t need any illegal drugs, when I have legal ones sent to my front door, the spoils of being a disabled Veteran. God Bless the U.S.A. Keep on Rockin’
I just read that Sydney Crosby is saying that the Philadelphia Flyers are dirty. Are you frigin’ kidding me. If you have been watching The Pens/Flyers series, especially yesterday’s game, you’ll see that it is the Pittsburgh Penguins that are the one’s playing dirty. Just because you, Sydney Crosby, “the face” of the NHL, doesn’t give you the right to tell anyone anything you know that’s not the truth. I know you actually believe it’s truth spewing out of your hole. The Penguins have started this, & the Flyers are going to finish it Wednesday Night.
Good story on this:
Some tweet that I read:
#Pens Crosby says “Bitch, bitch, #Flyers are dirty. Bitch, bitch.” Sounds like a sore loser 2 me. Look in the mirror kid. @FlyersFansUnite
Now that my Los Angeles Lakers have secured a playoff spot, I can let my guard down a little. We still have some questions to be answered, and have only 6 more games to figure them out. But I am in tune with everything Lakers, so I will know if they answer those questions by the time the “Big Push” comes. Kobe WILL be back on the court by playoff time FOR SURE. The extra rest, & making sure he is at least 98% health wise is better than him playing right now. I will keep everyone posted on all things Lakers as I get them. Bleed Purple & Gold my friends.href=”http://tobytoro.files.wordpress.com/2012/04/20120414-114157.jpg”>